(I'll post stories and fun facts about myself depending on the day- or just updates about my mental health state)

Many of you don't care but I'm telling you anyways.

I have never once had a good V day. I feel I'm singlehandedly the most disliked person in the family and after literally being cast aside for years I've grown to resent anything that has to do with love or myself. My birthday is coming up and I wish it didn't exist- today- seeing everyone so happy with someone I just can't stand it- I've grown to dislike physical affection or contact from anybody.. I know I rp a lot but if you even look at me with a smile I'll probably cry or lash out at myself

Who wants me to throw my phone at this light and eat all the dead flies that fall out?