My heart has shattered after chaima started to threaten me and harass me. Then she said that she's gonna tell all people to make fun of me and harass me for loving boys when I'm not. Then she decided to tell my cousin's mother to hit me and swears at me. I went to my room, I cried a lot, then I start to scratch my face and then used knife to cut my arm, I'm all stressed and depressed and I couldn't handle anything. I don't even understand why this life gave me more hard times and then when I get too happy something always happens. Then next I get dragged into situations and pings me to the posts. Like I can't do anything. I don't know man. I don't know anymore..