2 years ago

Sup. It's 1:30 a.m and i can't sleeeeeep so out of boredom here are a few ways my body + brain show me it's time to go to bed!

Yay, it's not good


Here we go!

(Sorry if this is something you accidentally adapt lol)

1: i call this the "your dreams are fucked, go to bed bro" phenomenon.

Basically, I daydream(?) before i go to bed. Like, make a mary sue character (because it's FUN), get my headphones, put on some music to get me going and just be delulu af and just exist in that world for like an hour. The issue with this is that my mind sometimes messes up these dreams on purpose, like the characters start doing backflips, grow 10 times in size, get REALLY long limbs ect. And i can't fix it. So i just have to be like "well then •_•" and go to bed.

2: "someone is RIGHT BESIDE YOU- oh wait"

it is what it says on the tin. I like to sleep facing the wall and the way my head uses that to stress me out is absolutely insane omg. (Side note, the first time i had this was watching after something featuring springtrap, fnaf sprigtrap. I think i was daydreaming to some fnaf fan songs and then that happened. I actually tried to hold by breath so "he doesn't notice me". I was like 12 or smth)

3 (my personal favorite): the guy in the window problem

Again, what it says on the tin. My room is on ground level. I have one window, it points directly at my bed. I like horror media. This is the recipe for disaster. I sometimes feel like there's this odd THING in my window. Just peeking over it just STARING at me. Maybe it's paranoia, maybe i'm just tired af, depends on the day. This only happens at night and i can only describe the face as the "man everyone sees in their dreams" plus mandela catalog, plus the boiled one plus any black/while pace that is fairly elongated. It's not nice and it doesn't matter that my blinds are down or anything. HE IS THERE. I CAN FEEL IT. (He isn't but BOY does my subconscious believe that)

4 (extra because i almost forgot): fucked up faces!!!

This is strange and i can't really describe it. It's like, an aggressive rendition of someones face, someone i don't know/ can never recognize. It's scribbles in black and white but also in color and you can sort of see a face or something similar to it in the scribbles. The face is always looking right at you. No 3/4 angle, no nothing. Straight eye contact. It's not intimidating, just confusing and disturbing. It happens rarely but it's not even when i try to stay awake. It happens when i try to fall asleep. And every time i close my eyes i see like 2 seconds of a face, then another one and so on. The scribbles also move, it's never a single image, it moves, It goes at like 6fps(???) flipping between renditions of one face and then another one and so on. It's really weird and i can't really find any reason for it happening lol.

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