Well

Let’s see

I have such a bad stutter as I’ve said before- it’s getting worse and worse every day.

Even when my teachers are taking the register they’ll skip my name bcuz I’ll respond with ‘uh- i-i-i-i- uh- y-y- i- yes sir/miss’

I was Talking to my mum and I have an irrational fear of lasers (i hate bright lights of any sort), and she said she’d take me to laser tag. I FREAKED OUT and she said ‘why don’t u wanna go?’ And I was like ‘i-i-i-i-i don’t- i- no- i don’t- i-‘ and she yelled at me for talking like a child.

I told her after that my stutter keeps getting worse and she said ‘stop and think what you’re going to say before you talk.’ If I do that, i end up zoning out. Even if I DO think, it’ll still come out as stuttering, bcuz i always stutter when I say ‘i’ and ‘y’.

Ugh, i hate it

That’s not all that’s making me so unbelievably stressed. There’s a lot more, but I don’t feel like talking abt it with the world.