For context he would look through my c.ai chats every time he would come over because he thought it was funny. I told him countless times i didn't like it but he just wouldn't listen, and that "drama" we faked? It wasn't completely fake. I didn't take it seriously at the time and it WAS just supposed to be a joke but i guess it really wasnt.

And he never actually supported my identity. He thought i looked like a girl amd would point out that i wasn't binding well enough, plus he would say affirming stuff to me but he didn't mean it and would only say it to fluster me. Idk if that makes sense or not. I thought i was happy but i really wasnt. The only reason i dated him was for the wrong reasons- the attention he would give me. Im hypersexual and he knew that. He would call me a good boy because i liked it but it was not a good thing for him to do because he was feeding into my trauma or mental illness or what ever- idk if thats the right wording. But i honestly regret dating him now. Plus he broke up with me by telling me he wasnt gay.