Well, you see, I hate the fact that, when I plan something, I have the plan of what I really want, and the plan of what I hope WON'T happen, often a failure or something.
And often, it's the seconds that happens, and so, I am often frustrated, and I want to change the person's mind, because I want it to be how I want. I even sometimes threaten peoples! I have problemes.

My egocentrism is pretty notable, when you look at everything I say. Like, the fact that my OC is litterally invincible, and I refuse to lose. And, one of thing I hate too, is my monopolizing on any project I work on with someone. IRL or not.
Because I usually do thing the way I want, so, when I am colaborating, I often WANT to make my ideas, or even the whole thing.
I am not especially good.

And the fact that I am very... uh, I don't know if I should say it... very interessted in Not very safe things for my age, is concerning and disturbing for anyone. Even myself.
I even posted NSFW once, and Cyan, or protonoobut probably knows that.
I am a very BIG weirdo.

So, that's why I am saying I am a bad person and I hate myself...

But, I also am a even worse person IRL.
But, I won't count my past... "sins", so I don't get banned for things I regret so much.

Anyways, so, IRL, I am one, if not, THE most annoying person my friends knows. I might be friendly, but kinda very sticky to every of my best friends, which, I can understand, is annoying.

I am often always there when I see for a miliseconds my friends, like, I know them very well.

and I often think of weird things. And you know what I mean here.

The OTHER thing I most hate about myself, is partially egocentrism, but also attention-seeking (which is not a good thing for kids, I know);
Basically, I always, but really ALWAYS, try to talk the most about the newest things or most interessting things to my half-bro, and I know he's kinda bored/annoyed of it, so that's why he want less and less to talk about it, since it's kinda becomming a monologing moment.

I always want to talk to my close one, I am very attention-seeking. And I hate it. But I can't control myself.

I also often talks about things I should, casually, like if it wasn't a big deal, while it is. I hate myself for this.

But enough of IRL me.

On the internet, I try to show the best of me, even if I, sometimes, am arrogent, or egocentric, or mean, I am morely sympathetic and all...
But if it wasn't for my selfishness, I would probably be someone else to your eyes.
Because I am all that, because I want peoples to notice me, to see me, to talk to me...
I am attention-seeking, even on the internet.
How much could I hate myself even more?

I am also very imposing on what I am currently a fan of.
Like Jojo rn, or Deltarune, Undertale, etc.. for other times.

I am really imposing a lot, and annoying you maybe, with Golden and my Univers, and I bet some of you are annoyed or bored by it.

But I feel like if all that saying is just to hurt myself.

Thanks for reading thus far.
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