i feel like a bad friend to all my friends mostly irls. i feel like I'm too freaky or annoying and that all of them hate me and want me to shut up

and like I never know if they're mad at me or not

and so i try to make them laugh to cheer them up

but like sometimes idk if I'm being annoying sooo

and idk I JS feel like some of my friends don't like me😭

this is stupid mb✌️