I know it's irresponsible to talk about medical stuff publically

publicly? How do you spell that stupid word?

(also: f*ck you, passive aggressive Google Ai)

Anyway, I got my blood test back from the doctor's and the results were no bueno

"unheard of levels of testosterone" dang. That sucks.

I've been on testosterone suppressant for many months now and this is the first time I've heard something this grim.

They said it's either

A: The shot didn't work last time

or

B: A tumor

I'm hoping for A, but both suck. This is really quite depressing but it's not hopeless, especially not now since we don't know much more than that.

It could be any number of other things too, right? Maybe the blood test was bad or uh.. yeah idk.

All I know is I'm still going to take my estrogen pills and hope they work.

Hey on the bright side now I know why I've been feeling crappy recently :D

bonus angry side tangent in spoiler:

I had to get a YEAR's worth of estrogen pills because of the dipshit president planning on banning HRT for people under the age of 19, yes, fucking NINETEEN. Not 18 (the legal age for shit), 19!

That decision can only be made to fuck over people who just turned 18 (like myself) and were really looking forward to finally being able to.. no it's not worth wasting breath on this:

TLDR; fuck you, Donald Trump. How about you go back to destroying the economy and stay out of my personal business

Anyway, I love you all!

And don't worry yourselves too too much. I'll probably be fine