i just had a VERY long nightmare where i got 🍇d by some guy idk i think he was supposed to be my nightmare-universe-dad
it was actually the worst fucking nightmare ive ever had
genuinely realistic
ive never ever been any close to actual sexual abuse (luckily, thank god) but this was actually so fucking detailed
the guy was like?????a literal parasite or sm at the end idk he was weird
and i COULDNT FUCKING GET RID OF HIM
the nightmare then turned into something more lighthearted and cartoony SOMEHOW????WHILE TRYING TO FIGHT A RAPIST OKAY BRAIN WHAT IS GOING ON W YOU.
so like that was actually the worst fucking experience ive ever been through and it was js a nightmare gen cant believe how people who actually went through this can eventually live their lives properly
and also i woke up with a period blood stain between my legs. Wonderful
took 20 minutes of staring at nowhere to go to sleep and this is my reward? </3
cramps arent helping either😭
oh good heavens how convenient it would be if my skin still smelled like my boyfriend!
...
YAY!!!!
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