My life feels torn. I had this happen when i was 10. I was a child yet i have to relive it constantly a constant reminder of the fact that someone i truly loved put his hands on me. You know how fucked up i am? Shaw says this all the fucking time but they dont get how fucked I AM. I am so fucked in the head. I want to feel bad for them i really do. But when they look at me and tell me i dont understand sh???? I TRIED TO END IT ALL 8 MONTHS AGO AND TOLD NO ONE. I relapse about 2 weeks ago. Nowhere vital. I am okay now please dont worry but i just needed to let this out thank you for listening<3
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I dont know where to post this but i need to get this out somewhere
shitty fanart for @PaperBaggy 
u r a cool kid tho
tehe
“Should I even stick around? I only get in the way of myself.”
yw
Makeup i did for worship today
(it was colorful night)
(i worked hard pls dont let this flop)
Update on what angy cat looked like this morning
I'M BACK CHECK IT OUT IM A 1-0-0 KICKBOXING FIGHTER
ive cried so much today (friday is 5 years since my dad died and my grandma is probably gonna pass tn so.....)
This cat supports ava you should to #supportava
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