Hey, however is reading this. You probably have forgotten about me, which is fair. I really am not the person you think about on the regular after dissapearing for a whole year. But here I go explaining everything.
1: Why I didn't come back.
I have really wanted to return to this place, I mean it. I have met so many amazing people here, had such a fun time, but nothing lasts forever, as sad as that may sound. It is just that after personal reason I don't ever want to talk about again publically I just felt sad, but I met some new people in that time who have helped me a lot and saved my life multiple times last year and this year. But those times have passed. I'm happy now. Thanks to them. I wish I could have reached out to some of yall but I just didn't. I don't want to talk about why I didn't but just know that I am sorry about it.
2: Why I won't come back
The reason I won't come back is mainly cause, I've changed a lot. I am no longer this random funny guy on gamejolt. I'm someone else now, with different interests other than fnaf, speaking of which. I have kinda moved on from being a fnaf fan. I still enjoy the series dont get me wrong but I just kinda like other stuff more now. In that time fnaf has kinda died down for me. I'll check out what's happening with it from time to time but I am no longer the fnaf man that's what i'll say. If I do come back, I just won't be the same, cause if I do come back with different interests I just won't be the same person you all befriended or followed or talked to or whatever.
3. What about your games?
This may be a random one but... Nothing will happen with them. Ever. They are gone forever. By my choice. Even before [redacted personal events] and my fnaf phase dying out I just scrapped them. Cuz i was just a dumb child that wanted to do something he dreamed of, only to realise it was too hard for him. Only being left with ideas built on a dream that would lead to nothing. I might release all info about what was gonna happen some day if the 5 people that followed my games back then actually want to know. But for now. it will be nothing.
4. What will the future hold?
Not sure. I'm busy a lot either with my current friends or school so I don't got much time to be here and besides, friends and intrests are different now so what is the point of constantly posting here for no reason when there is no point to it? I might come here from time to time if anyone from back then wants to talk, but just know that I will be different.
5. Why make this post?
To clear things up... That's it. I just wanted a better explenation than "Boohoo [redacted personal event] that's why im going boohoo!" no! I want a better goodbye than "i might come back or whatever i said"
6. Why am I still reading this?
Don't ask me. If you actually made it here. I will admit... im surprised that someone actually was curious enough to check on this husk of an account that was left for dead a while ago. (and just for the comedy cuz i like jokin around a lil)
But yeah with all that said... I will just say thank you all for the memories that I've made here. I am just so unbelievable thankful for the amazing time i've had here and all the things ive gotten from the amount of followers to actual fanart... it is still unbelievable to me... I might still be online rarely to check up on if anyone actually still wants anything to do with me after being gone for a whole year and more. But I will say that if we do talk. I won't be the same. So yeah. Maybe see you all in some different light. Who knows. If you want me to return for whatever reason tell me. Wish yall the best. Peace out!
(Sorry for all the venting too)
-Jay
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