6 hours ago

uhhh listening to a sadists whisper and it reminds me of the possible dynamic between ivan and his mom


lines like "why oh why did you have to leave?" "you were loved here by me" and "to every single person i had whispered your name" from haku could be his mom's grief from him moving out, most likely cutting contact with her, and killing himself

lines like "industry turned me into something hollow" "if you really loved me you'd have stayed by my side through everything" and "im not what you want" from miku/diva maybe be from ivan especially with the legacy thing and how he perceives his mother as a condescending jerk who never cared about his passions and didnt try to (which is NOT TRUE)

and with the ending where diva kills haku i feel like if ivan had a choice and if his mom pushed him far enough he probably would kill her

at first i thought the song represented ivan and andrew , especially from the into with haku but andrew really wasnt that sad about leaving ivan



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