Since I’ve been posting still I think I should just say this cause why not

I haven’t rejoined any gcs because I’m just staying clear of things that make me uncomfortable (I think that’s the best way to describe it at least)

If im online it’s most likely that I’ve left it open in the background while I work, if you want a quicker reply just dm me on discord

Oh yeah I’m getting alright at html so I’ve been coding a bit

The thing is that just completely cutting everything out isn’t helping myself so I’m not sure what is best at this point.

Also I guess I’m gonna be forced out of doing some stuff due to the fact I’m homeschooled now. Like idk since my mum is watching me eat I can’t just skip meals anymore so eh that’s a thing

It’s like even though I have gotten past trying to kill myself multiple times, while I’m here still I’m putting myself through hell so really it’s just worse anyway but it’s fine I guess

Also I just feel like nothing makes me happy anymore like it used to I really can’t do anytjing unless it’s for someone else

so if you want any art please please ask me for it I need something to do right now to make me happy