Well here I will not upload it to any community or anything few people will see it and well I'm tired of many things today I have cried a lot for things from the past and the truth is I do not feel well I hate everything about myself I just want to take the fucking life once and for all but I can't because then it does not work and I end up worse they already warned me that if they saw me with a cut or something they would admit me to a mental institution and like no the truth about my projects well I am trying to test motion capture through pages that do motion capture with videos the truth is a headache but it makes me easier in projects like electro divine show and fnaf divine edition saga and I do not know if I should use it in this one since the models sometimes get really buggy the truth is a headache also soon is my birthday and I would not like to celebrate anything since this year has been shit for me I am fed up with everything and about my dysphoria I am still the same I do not know who I am but well what can be done well I am going to sleep I am already very sleepy good night I hope to improve with time I don't know