I'm not sure why really, I wanted to do a lot more this month and try animation a bit but well, in terms of animation I haven't done anything. And as of writing this I've only gotten 6 arts done this month. Granted I was doing an art challenge for October but even then I got way more done then, than I have now.

I don't know if I'm just tired from all the art I've been doing for the past few months but I just don't know, feel disappointed, unsatisfied in myself. Feeling like I'm not doing enough or something, then I start hating my art and everything I've done for the past 3 years. Everything that's happened in the country I live in for around the past year is just, funking sucks.

Then I just, ugh hate these funking feelings. This is so dam pointless. I'm sorry I'll just end it off here