Idfk what to do anymore I tried to be nice to joce she hates me again

I miss my old friend cherish

I miss allie

I miss Annie

I miss Lilly

I miss emme

I miss kc

I miss jc

I miss everyone honestly even ace at this point and idk what to do

I'd any of them died I wouldn't ever know and I miss them and always remember the memories and moments we spent together

I wish everything was normal again I miss my cat, my turtle and my dog that died

I don't know what I did to deserve this at this point my life has no meaning there's no point to it

I've already tried to kill myself twice I'm scred5hat the people that live me like my little brothers will hate me or that my mom or dad will I want my dad home I miss him

Idk what to do anymore

It's all pointless

Everything is pointless

I'm pointless

If I don't show up often on this account or my other one just say goodbye

Cus I don't wanna die I won't die I just need to have time away frome that Jocelyn drama and the lia drama and everything it's to much God I hate my life

I hope I die in my sleep......