His desk is literally right up against my bed because I'm forced to share a small room with my 17 year old brother in this 2 bedroom apartment that me, my 2 siblings, and my mom have had to live in since I was 9, and he's loud as fuck,

We have a blanket hanging between his desk and the bunk bed, for privacy,

But he's still loud as fuck and no matter how much me, my mom, or my sister tell him to quiet down,

He says he will but he just doesn't,

He keeps just loudly playing... Something on his laptop with his friends, I don't even know what the fuck he's playing.

My sister already has a job, and she's a year or two younger than him,

He should just get a fucking job, he's old enough,

My migraines getting worse,

He's a fucking piece of shit.

I'm going to my dad's house for the week soon,

It's still small,

My brother is not any quieter there, I don't get as much privacy,

But at least I can go downstairs to get a little bit of quietness, until my dad gets off of work,

But I'm still at my mom's house,

There's literally nowhere I can go that won't overwhelm me,

Neither of my parent's houses have any sort of accommodation for my AuDHD {-AuDHD is when someone has autism and adhd, it makes life fucking horrible-},

Even if I go to my dad's house,

He procrastinates on going to the store,

So some days I just straight up won't eat at all because he never taught me how to cook and he did buy anything that I'd be okay with eating,

He rarely ever cleans the house and never cleans after his dumbass dog, Zues,

And I have no way to contact him at sll,

Unless I walk a third of a mile to my mom's house and tell her to text him,

Because he refuses to activitate me or any of my siblings phones,

Meaning I can't text or call him.

And if I'm at my mom's house I have to be really quiet anywhere outside my room because my mom works from home,

And my dad never asks me or any of my siblings what to get in the rare case he does go shopping,

And he took me out of school with my consent,

When I got in legal trouble he took a plea deal on my behalf without my consent,

And he's a fucking marijuana addict,

Because of course he fucking is,

I've never considered him to be a good person,

VERY far from it.

My brother was the only one who got pulled out of school for a reason that wasn't his or my dad's fault,

My sister got pulled out of school for a reason that's mostly my dad's fault,

I stabbed a kid and got pulled out,

I haven't been in an actual school since December,

My dad put me in an online school that's an absolute scam,

It's definitely a scam, doesn't offer degrees, haven't seen any real humans, the stuff I'm learning likely isn't even 7th grade material, and they use A.I for every image there,

Also my dad refuses to let my mom use his car to go shopping, so she has to either order everything via DoorDash which is a lot more expensive and definitely not helping our already bad financial state, or she has to walk to the store and walk back with all the heavy groceries, I helped her this time since I wasn't very busy,

Also my dad refuses to get me or my siblings diagnosed for our very obvious autism and ADHD, as well as a few other things I show symptoms of.

Last year we moved to a house that was undoubtedly a lot shitter in every single way, yet still costs more,

My entire family is fucking retarded, except maybe my mom, she's not as stupid as everyone else.