Im feeling a lil dried out

Well, not a lil, very dried out

First of all Im sick which isn’t helping much

I am constantly the guy people go for vents and mental help, but I feel like I vent and it either doesn’t work and I still feel like I have more to get out, or I make the person I vent to depressed or sad and then I apologize and hold my emotions even more

I also feel like returning to my roots

Before I came here I used to make different kinds of stuff

Around 2020-2022 I worked on ideas on a object show of sorts, nothing much

But from 2021-2023? If I said it you all would be ashamed, perhaps disgusted

I just feel like I will never live any of that down, even if it wasn’t public

I just feel like a shell of myself, and have no idea of who “myself” even is anymore

Dont worry, Im fine

Just wanted to vent a lil