so i havent been talking to any of my friends recentlyand i'veb eem feeling really drained. imaybe the occasional chit chatwith that one oomf evry now n then but nothingof substance really and i just feel so so upset about it. i meanhell sometimtes i'll see them online but idont really talk witht hem because i feel like imbothering them. idonmt really deserve most ofmy oomfs they're so sweet and ijust feel so shitty whne im not talkinmg to some of them;;; ;

on a semi-unrelated note imalso kinda upset abt the perofmrance of my gj post s fora similar reason ., i always see peoople i follow having wa ybetter numbers than me like i'll ge.t anotif for a post and it'll have like 7 likes within the first 3 minutes of it's existence which you' dtTHINK sounds notthat bad until you look atm e over here where it tkaes like a day for someone other than mouldy to like one of my posts. it's aattentinon seekijnmg iknow but i relayl jstui want people to car,eabout me is that so wromg??p[elase