Sometimes I need to vent but when I gotta I keep it in so that my friends can vent without feeling bad, i don't know why I do it but I do, I'm scared they'll feel bad about venting after right vent so I try to be like a therapist but I dont know what to do anymore, I know they'll see this but at this point if they do it's fine. I still probably won't vent, probably will cope a certain way. Anyway, sorry for venting