Lately I've been struggling with myself but now idk if hiding will be worth it. Last day of school too..why am I like this.

Yesterday, I was supposed to do something for a classmate because they didn't pass their final exam. So they gave me their work and basically asked me to do it. I wanted to refuse but my sister interjected and gave it to me saying "do it" I barely understood the assignment so I gave up.

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I got hurt bc of it. Right arm, a pencil stab. It bled a little but I did first aid. I gotta clean it today. Which I will. But still

I vented to my irl friends and I had no idea that the classmate was there. I feel awful. I shouldn't have talked. Shouldn't have. My mind has been slowly going against me and now I fear it will be all a reality.

Sorry everyone for this. Comments off to protect myself.