I'm not a therapist all the time I cry myself to sleep because my loved ones(friends or family) are leaving me one by one,I care for others not myself....I care for everyone except me @LoFiLove79MX is leaving because of me I pretend to smile so I can make everyone happy but on the inside I never get happiness I only care about making others happy I don't have time for myself from heartbroken to heartbroken person everyday I realize why lofi is leaving now...Its because I betrayed them I didn't even know I did it we used to be such good friends now they're leaving cause they had a crush on me and I'm ace so I didn't feel the same way i didn't know that they actually cared for one I never get asked if I'm okay only by my best friend or my parents Nobody else cared this is the only way I can express myself well my real feelings to people that relate to me I hate the way I was before she always got angry or annoyed at something dumb she always said "Fuck off dumbass" she always used to Hit people Now I'm just a therapist A fucking therapist who hates himself so badly that even he can't control his anger at him but he can to everyone else who doesn't hurt his friends what happened to me? Why can't I fight back? I used to be such a brave girl now I'm nothing but a useless boy who can't even think properly and only wants to help others in need.