In the cannon universe pup unalives herself bc of her depression getting so bad, in her mind she is not good enough, not strong enough, and not deserving to be the childrl of a God. She feels that since she "isn't strong/good enough" she has no right to hold the position she has neither in the circus or in her life. To everyone else pup seemed fine. Nobody could tell that it was so bad, because she was always so cheerful and sweet (despite not knowing empathy) she tried her best to understand and help everyone in the way she could. You would have never guess she was so depressed. She tried to get help but not many people believed she was actually depressed, so she never got better. She got worse till she couldn't take it.

If somebody goes to you for help. Claiming they are depressed, and you ignore them, telling them they aren't because they always seem to happy, and they do bad things to themselves and you claim their were no signs after they came to you.

It's you're fault to, and you're part of the reason to blame. And I will blame you too, because I don't believe that you ignored them bc they were "attention seeking" I would have helped them either way. Everyone deserves to have the help they need.

I try to make examples of my ocs to spread awareness of things. I'm sorry if this seems offensive to you or anyone, pls do not watch if this makes you uncomfortable. I've stated this many times.