I’m not gonna go into details, but this last week changed me in a way I never thought it could or ever would.

I feel like an empty shell- that’s the only way I can put this.

The things I thought I liked and was good at has disappeared, and my motivation has faded into seemingly nothing.

But I got something good out of that last week:

God is trying to work in my life right now.

I don’t know how or when, but my life is gonna change for the better- and I just pray that’s soon.

Will I continue making art?

I’ll definitely try.

It’s been forced- trying to improve in my art style. It’s like trying to fit a square peg into a circle hole- no matter how much you try, it will never fit.

And that’s ok.

I’m learning to take my time- and I realize now, it’s time to discipline myself and get to know God better. I’m trying to listen to what God has to say. The only thing I can say about what I was and still am worried about- was being forgotten. I never thought I could impact anyone or be appreciated by anyone truly, and I feel like for such a long time, I was just disappearing- either I wasn’t consistent enough, or my art and content didn’t interest you all anymore.

I feel like I didn’t matter.

Until God made me realize I can and will matter if I try.

As I go on this journey to make myself the person I want to be, scrap what I thought I was and try being someone I dream of, I just ask that you don’t give up on me.

I might take a while, I know. But please- the only thing I need right now is a sense of community. I felt like I had one, and I felt at peace- you all mean so much to me. I don’t want to lose that peace and that comfort I felt for such a long time.

Thank you guys, and thanks for 2k. I never thought I would’ve deserved it.

-Glitchyy