Now that i want to break the silence with this

I use to be the chill guy with the most broken sense of humor and kinda paranoic guy but...

Look, Not everytime is just game developing, hold all the Pain and do not say it to anyone, even on your friends or Cowardly Ignore on a serious situation and Think that it already happened.

To be honest, I Never Wanted to Harm People but now that i know that letting the things pass by or making sure i already forgot that happened is not always the right way.

Ya know? I use to be in discord hanging out with friends and now that i have been inactive in the AWWJ Discord Server for like 2 Months i didn't feel like it was the same

I don't want to make anyone getting worried about the things i have or i had, but hey, i just said about the pc (which fortunately i got a new one) because i just wanted to inform the people that i will stop developing for a moment, but, what about myself?, Okay okay, I don't know if people wonders about me or gets worried about me but to be honest, i never tell about my problems anywhere, like, this year happened a lot to me, like at the beggining i made a Secret Project for 3 months because my Mental Health fucked up because i was tired of making fnaf fan games and doing the same loop over and over, the fact that my grandpa passed away back in august, when it was the second day of school to be certain and the fact i was sick by a Mortal Disease like Last month, so what happened?, I Never told about this because i didn't want to worry anyone, i just told about it to my close friends because i never thought that someone else would care, anyways.

Now that i told all my problems, you may ask, why did i do a very extense post telling about serious things? Well, Let's get to the Main Point, the purpose of it, what i've came for, Jay's Situation, for those who weren't on this or don't know Jay wasn't a very close friend of mine we just chatted not many times, most of times i talked to him just to help him in the game developing or for several favors

*Sigh* Let me explain, Jay got mad at me Because i didn't answer to his problems, when i did once i accidentally posted a spongebob gif and he got mad at me, then we "fixed" the things on group and he sent me a Friend Request, I Accepted it and i was waiting for him to say something and what happened? That didn't happen and we got into a "loop" which i didn't like that a lot, now as i announced the AWWJ 3 Trailer i posted the trailer IN ANOTHER CHANNEL, he just confronted me and we started all this again now because i didn't want to mess up with him again, after that he left, Shad made an announcement about that but to be honest, i had nothing to say, von and i were talking a lot and i was being literally honest with him and i apologized, so what?, he didn't trust me and now we're right here... Fantastic, Well, now that You read all of this we are Connecting many things, look, I really don't want to harm people but sometimes you have to harm, no matter which choice, but i really Apologize for this situation, it was my fault for not doing anything with this, i really didn't know how worse could this be if i don't act in time and i really didn't mean to do this, but now that i have to harm saying the truth or harm and letting things pass by, if i try to be Friends with jay all of this would happen once again, and again, and again so, I prefer to not be Friends with Jay, not anymore but the question "what is the purpose?" Here is the answer

Look, i don't want to become friends with him because he really changed a lot, he was a better person long ago, but since he changed i started disliking him, and ya know hate is a strong word but i don't hate him, i just dislike him, after all that happened i am starting to think that doing something that can harm is better than ignore, you never know how much a single action like ignore can hurt you

And to those aware of certain situations a few months ago in the old server:

I appreciate your support to my games, but dont extend it to the point of prefering to complete the game over someone's deteriorating mental health. I do not condone this behavior at all or obtain my respect, please realize what you're doing is wrong (well like i was doing too)

I don't want you to forgive me, i want you to realize i fucked things up and learn about those mistakes to change and become a better person.