This was the oc I was working on:: (Kinda looks crappy 'cause I didn't finishing it (I probs won't ever))

But guys, do I have the right to even feel insecure about my relationship with my bf? So, me and him have been friends for about a year and (maybe) a half, we met through my best friend- We got together 2-3 days ago, and it's been fine. I was the one to confess first. In our friendship, there is a couple sexual jokes, since my best friend was very flirty, it kinda made us all start to make those types of jokes💀. Though it has lessened, until when me and my bf got together . . .

I have a friend, my bf and her sit next to each other in lunch. They've shared secrets. But like all the time, they'll get touchy. Going by this weekly thing (as a joke) - Make out Monday, grab thigh Thursday, and slap ass Friday. - They don't do Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, or Friday. But they do do Thursday and will grab each others thighs, or even hold hands.

Tbh, I do get jealous of how touchy they do get, but like how I am, I won't say shit ://.

And ever since we got together, he makes tons of sexual comments. Take notice, I'm asexual, I've made sure he knows. I'm fine with kissing, cuddling, and hugging - but nothing farther than that. But he makes sexual comments that are far past what I will ever do with my partner.

Sometimes I just feel it would've been best we stay friends - even if we both do like each other. But then again we've just started the relationship it could get bttr. I just have to know, is it bad that I feel insecure about this all?? Should I just calm down?

If anyone read through this all, thank you, it rlly means alot. I'm sorry for venting ://.