I'm not going to mention the name of the artist and this is an outburst, but I'll explain what happened.

Well I was friends with this person thinking that she was a real and kind person, I participated directly in her calls until one day I got a little tired and she wanted me to watch the live on another social media I refused because I didn't feel like watching and I wasn't in the best mood that day because I have a personal life as a course, my leisure time is resting and playing roblox maps I take this break normally from drawings so it's not tiring

After I turned her down, communication between me and the individual decreased somewhat, I tried to talk to the artist sometimes but it was very difficult to get a response, it was very rare and few times.

the last time she sent me something was an invitation from her server, at the beginning when I joined the server everything was normal but the chat didn't have many people talking typing and it was a bit messy and I helped a little and I joined the call, but I said I was typing.

I decided to show my two artworks that I had made, while I was on the call the person disrespected me by cursing me so that I would talk, since I can't talk on the call due to past problems and family worries.

And I left because I wanted to and I felt a little hurt when I went to the pc and saw the server, I couldn't see the chat history of most of the channels

I got scared and left this person's server And yes, before I left the person's server, I vented to some of my friends

I was frustrated, disappointed, wanted to cry and even angry at the person and their friends.

I had to take out my anger on a fighting game that I like so much and watch horror videos on youtube to calm down and I decided to change my wallpaper and banner to avoid always thinking that it had happened and to understand that this has become the past and I avoided the person, now the person no longer has the right to talk to me on dm and not even to follow me on my gamejolt

And another reason I don't use the brush because I copied it from her but because I liked the lineart texture that resembles chalk and she is not the only one who uses this type of brushes there are some artists who use it too and one of them felt inspired by seeing my brush and I was happy and I wanted to change my lineart brush for a long time to improve my drawing quality.

It's been a long time since I've had a rotten and false friendship

I've had worse friendships before, but I've never seen them like this before.