Honestly, I kinda just want to leave the internet tbh because I can't ever find people my age loving the same things as me. All middle school boys under 9th grade are almost all immature and annoying, so relationships are difficult. I really want to get out of my current relationship because I'm scared I'll hurt him or I'll get hurt, and either way no one deserves to get hurt… My boyfriend is a sociopath, so I can't do much to change him, and whenever I speak to someone about how I want to disappear, they always mention how he might be sad because of that… Oh, really? Last time I checked when I left Discord for a few hours wanting a break, he had his status on "DMs are open," and it hurts because his friends talk about me behind my back, and he still expects me to defend him at all costs even though I told him not to befriend his old toxic friends… I just need someone like @toiji to save my world… honestly I lost hope on finding new friends due to the Ale situation that happened between me and @Ale_GamePlayer

I mean maybe its not worth living in this world but who knows...