and I’m not trying to disrespect her; this is just a rant about a sensitive issue that left me traumatized and shaken.

I hope my audience understands this

Just a heads-up: there are no screenshots because I don’t want to expose Manuella—I’m just saying what happened and how I felt about it.

And I’m not badmouthing Manuella, and I have nothing against her—these are just facts and accounts. Please understand that.

Well, basically, speaking from experience, Manuella is a complex person; she can be great and all that, but not everything is perfect.

I’ll tell you why: at first, she said a lot of nice things about me and reached out to contact me and chat a bit. After that, she added me on Discord. She was usually more reserved, but we got along well. I always vented to her, and she was always kind to me and respected my space. She also shared a bit about herself and her experiences. But there were times when she’d send me links to her posts so I could read them. I read a few of them, but I ended up telling her that the texts were usually too long, and she understood. It was really nice that she always featured my posts, and her way of repaying my generosity was helping me get the Silvier fund from Elpichon. I didn’t usually talk to her much because she was busy, but one day I started talking to her again about the 1-year anniversary celebration. I thought she was just saying something normal, like Manu always does, but then I made a mistake—Manuella wasn’t the “same person I had met at the beginning”; she opened up too much to me And she started giving me excessive compliments. At first, I was able to put up with it, but then I started feeling hurt because of past memories I didn’t even want to recall. I only noticed this when I was playing VRchat, I went to chat with her privately, and yes, at that time, she had become more active, so she talked to me a lot, and I responded as best I could. Eventually, she understood and toned it down, but she wanted me to eat pizza with her. It was fine for her, but for me, I was feeling uncomfortable, and she also wanted me to call her “pook,” which means “darling,” but I wasn’t feeling that comfortable. Still, I decided to play Roblox with her just one day, and it went well. Yesterday, March 27, I made plans with her again to play Roblox. Everything went well; she was trying to play Dog Watchung, but her console isn’t compatible, so she told me to pick another game, and she chose one called Keys. I don’t remember this map very well, but it’s pretty random in terms of content. I told Manu, “I’m not a big fan of this kind of map; it’s not really my thing.” Then I saw a fan game called Doors Paradox, I thought she’d go for it and be able to play without any issues, but she turned it down, saying, “Doors—I don’t really like Doors, and it’s not really my thing.” That triggered a rage episode because of my autism/Asperger’s syndrome that I couldn’t control myself. She tried to calm me down, but I just couldn’t.

I tried to force the issue with her, and at that moment she tried to calm me down. I told her to give me some time; the anger passed, but she said she didn’t like my behavior because it sounded aggressive

And I said I’d talk to her later when I felt better and more comfortable, but when I calmed down, I tried to explain what had happened, but she didn’t really want to understand the situation and got confused, and a misunderstanding happened—and that was when she blocked me, and yes, she gave her opinion before blocking me.

In short, it was an obsessive friendship—not a normal one, and not a very healthy one