[Hate The Past]

I hate, I hate you and the past

Yet I still need you

From the past

I miss you, but

I hate the past, like

A little kid.

Why can't you come back?

I still need you, yet

I can't travel back in time for you

I'm scared, scared of

The past, and I hate it

Please come back..

To me

You don't speak with me

Guess it's my fault, I

Left, I moved away, leaving

You and your puffy purple

Jacket behind.

Your large smile as we

Played that shark game you

Came up with.

Your chocolate brown

Hair that followed you

As you ran.

I miss you. Yet I still hate a part

Of my past.

I hate the way the past

Made us all feel so tall, when

We weren't even that big.

With how people took

Advantage of others young age,

Of our naivety.

Yet I still miss that naivety,

When I could just smile out

A car window as it rained,

And imagine the rain drops

Were racing.

I miss those times, yet

I still hate the past.