y’know what, imma be real

1 day ago

2025 was probably one of the worst years of my life

from what I understand most people also didn’t have a good year either, but mine REALLY got worse around august, mainly because mental stress from balancing arcane ascent with night party +the school year starting. Even after I beat arcane the universe just said fuck you and my footage corrupted or something. And then, of course, school never fucking helps anything, and this year has been relentless to say the least

and boy oh boy I thought things would improve after I beat night party, starting ~~carnage mode~~ blade of justice not long after, which is generally known as a fun level. It has certainly lost that charm from when I first started it 3 FUCKING MONTHS AGO, and especially after 89, I just have not been having a good experience with stress to sneak this in before 2026 and just wanting it to be over.

i know this really only covers the last 4ish months of this year, but everything else was really just mid so, I don’t necessarily see much positivity in that.

Fortunately, this year had some positive moments, Thanto, (when I beat) Arcane, night party, (hopefully boj) and I found some of my favorite YouTubers (Zeronium, magic the Noah, someone fishy, to name a few) and new friends on GJ (@PumpkBro , @Ale_GamePlayer , @Luigifan-XL , again to name a few)