Missing @DIRTYDIRTYDIRTYDIRTY
Joined over 2 years ago
GMR
What happened to me... it's been two years and I'm still harboring on it, I probably need a therapist but my stubbornness probably doesn't want me to go, it wants me to do shit like this where I throw a pity party on a crappy forum.
Ohh boo hoo you don't matte r this mUCH YOU FUCKING IDIOT
SHUT UP I FUCKING HATE YOU AND THEY DO AND YOU DESERVE ALL IT, YOU ACT LIKE YOU'RE SOME VICTIM WHEN NO YOU AREN'T
YOU'RE PATHETIC YOU ARE NOTHING
I JUST WANT TO GRAB YOU BUY YOUR HEAD AND *crack*
Oh god...
I'm going to cry now aren't I?
... maybe I should just get over myself already...
I keep staring at my own reflection and my views of others
is it worth it?
am I worth all this...
am I worth anything...?
I'm lost, set adrift on a raft made of my mistakes.
By the ones I loved.
Or whatever-
How am I meant to even figure out what to do when I barely know who I am? I have no real skills other than those crappy doodles. And they aren't even that good.
Y'know what........
I'm just bitching and moaning aren't I? I deserved it.
i'M horribLE.
I was nothing to you.
I WAS NOTHING TO ANY OF YOU.
It hurts. I thought you'd stick by me. HELP me.
I wanted to change but you just made it worse.