Missing @DIRTYDIRTYDIRTYDIRTY

Hate feels like it's overcoming reason...

I really just want me to get better, And I bet THEY want me to get better. But I don't know if I can.
it hurts alot.

I have so many thoughts, some encouraging me some deturing me some telling me it's already too late for me.

It's not like I'm at the edge yet. I can still go back.

I'm so weak, I hate it. I need to become stronger or I won't last much longer.

Doesn't matter if it's physically or mentally or both.

I can't tihink straight

life is too fragil e.

hang up your coat.

take off your boots.

Take in the heat.

alive ?!