Depressing messages in Brazil ball community

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Today is my birthday, honestly I'm still a little tense but not as much as on Monday, thank you to everyone who is helping me get through this honestly, the best gift would be that you continue to support me despite the mistakes I have made
Honestly, I'm a little depressed, tense, anxious about what happened yesterday. I honestly didn't want it to end like this, but now I'm paying for the actions of not knowing how to interpret my words correctly.
o domine precor ut dimittas peccata mea, omnipotens antiquus.
if this post gits 60 likes then i will do a face reveal