My actual sincere apologies to everyone, I'm not going to kill myself but I was close, I self harmed hard though, don't worry I'm okay, I'm just depressed and enraged

Reason why I'm talking in posts because everyone will harass me if I go to that dammed group chat. I'm not immature I'm just FUCKED up In the head and I might need some TIME ALONE.

No I'm not being Dee 2.0 nor want attention, I wish I could just lose my fans and my life.

I want to fucking die but at same time not

I wanted to jump off a building so many times, If I found one and managed to do it alone I would do it, I'm not even joking

If you hate me, immediately unfriend me and don't talk to me or mention me again and done, simple, all you will do is harass me and yell at me over a joke caused by intrusive thoughts, I'm aware it wasn't funny.

I literally almost broke my left wrist and lost articulation to my almost entire arm, now I'm a whiny bitch and coward, The only reason I'm not talking in the GC is simple.

Everyone V.S Me.

I just post in my alt to avoid Fuss in my main account which is professional mostly, and I don't want to ruin my fucking career, and every insult I get is bitch? NOW THE ENTIRE GROUP CHAT HATES ME WAHOO! ADMIT YOU NEVER LIKED ME IM GOING TO SELF HARM

My arm hurts why the fuck did I do that.

I WAS FUCKING RIGHT THEY INDEED TALKED SO MUCH SHIT BEHIND MY BACK! WHOOO! I'm going to seriously slap myself several times and now this isn't a joke I'm going to slap myself til I get enough.