OK YALL THIS NEXT POST ISN'T GOING TO BE A VENT BUT YEAH WATCH

i just

i just want someone to draw leah staring at the 4th wall

woag

4th wall

no more living in the edge, my fans are here to lift me to the safe path

Maybe tomorrow everything will be better, I will try to not reply to any callout or shit said behind my back, only if needed, I'm doing the minimal

I love you guys. I fighted so hard to not punch myself to death and won, and you guys encouraged me to not do it, I swear, I'm mostly emotionless but I really love you all.

Very surprised no one talked shit behind my back in that GC because they're staring at my posts or getting their consciences up

The actual reason I want likes is just to see how many people care about me, fame gets lower priority sure.

I'm NOT using ADHD as a excuse to shit, PLUS I STRUGGLE TO SPEAK NORMALLY, I FIGHT AND TRY MY BEST.

Everytime I accidentally offend or act rude, believing or not, it's not me, it's my intrusive thoughts, ADHD. Maybe other disorder or illness but closest as I can ponder of.

I'm really sorry for what I did but I dislike all this fuss about me.

I have extremely intrusive thoughts and it's not my fault when I accidentally offend someone, people just fucked with me since age 7.