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This song is so real to me right now

https://youtu.be/64hd57ubFdM?si=4yEPdeDT6dmySN6p

Y'know... Iwonder when my life will truly begin.....

Cause right now.... I don't even know what to do with myself....

Like... I'm just laying on my couch just doomscrolling.... I don't want to be like this but doing anything else feels too exhausting...

𝙼𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐....

𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗.... 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚢... 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚏𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎...

𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢... 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐...

𝙸 𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢....

𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚗𝚘, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚢𝚎𝚝, 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚒𝚏𝚝𝚑 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚞𝚋 (𝙸'𝚟𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚏𝚏 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚠𝚘 𝚌𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚏𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚛 𝚍𝚞𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚂𝙰𝚃'𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝙸 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚠𝚒𝚗)

Is it bad that I got so mad that I accidentally/on purpose hurt myself by slamming my hand into a door..?

I hate that my step mom only messages me when she needs to ask me something, it's so annoying, and random when she does it.... Even though I don't like her, I'd prefer she at least attempt to cal me regularly.... AND TO CALL ME DAUGHTER!!!! NOT SON!!!!

I understand him....

https://youtube.com/shorts/Nm66Z3JC3mU?si=qtuv0MkMq9Ix8tNB

Oh yeah, she did this over YouTube too, I literally told her that I didn't forgive her and she fucking subscribed to me on YouTube!

Is there a way to make it so that she can't do that? Please help me with this cause I can't right now!!!

Between this and all the other stuff I have going on, I might end up breaking again soon....