general in Depressed kids who need hugs❤️🖤

Shit shit shit---
Y'know... Iwonder when my life will truly begin.....
Cause right now.... I don't even know what to do with myself....
Like... I'm just laying on my couch just doomscrolling.... I don't want to be like this but doing anything else feels too exhausting...
Is it bad that I have a stalker? (No, I'm not joking... She literally was just following me between my first and second period with a smirk on her stupid fucking face)
I just ended up having a mental breakdown at lunch :)
Read the article if you want to know details!
I'm at school rn....
Also....
I'm tired of this....
why are you all ignoring me? what have i even done
Is it bad that I see myself as the one who just screws everything up for everyone else? All I do is try to compensate for that my trying to help others.... In the end I just make things worse....

Truly sorry for being away. So much has been happening I just can't focuse. My mental health has been draining. When I get that up I'll interact with the little bit of people that talk to me here. Thank you.
everyone still ignore me, i feel that im hated and hated, and anyone wont feel me, and there is some people who wanted me gone from this planet