just a lil vent here:
gamejolt is such a fucking shit hole now
like people are just casually doxxing themselves and/or other people.
i sometimes wish i never even joined this site in the first place
the original reason why i joined was so i could promote my md fangame
smh.
stressful day today.
barely got any sleep from the whole cypher situation.
hell, i even had a dream that i got the police involved and me and him both went to prison.
tried playing vrchat for a bit to take my mind off of it.
didn't really help.
i couldn't handle that stress anymore.
i hate it whenever i ask someone to be in a relationship and i end up figuring out its stressing me to an extent.
i also think i might not be hypersexual- i'm unsure tho.
i'm just starting to not- feel that way.
getting overwhelmed again-
GAAHHHH
Probably gonna vanish in a few minutes bc the stress is overwhelming me-
I've always wanted friends and I'm so glad I have alot of them now.
I've always been that one lonely kid in school with only like 2+ friends.
BUT HOLY SHIT ITS LIKE A WHOLE ARMY. 💀🙏
I'm boutta start saying "Troops!"
😭😭😭
Doesn't help that I have to deal with 30+ friends on the daily.
I love all of my friends, I really do-
But I just can't keep up with em at this point.
From my friends on VRChat, here, Ashes.town, discord-
GAHHH ITS SO OVERWHELMING.
I honestly just wanna like-
Un-transition
I mean, I'm gonna HAVE to because of Trumps new law. But like-
I don't know.
I hate the constant stress of being called out for being Trans- Or being harassed, bullied, etc-
Its just so stressful.
Fun fact abt me i cant ask anyone out. At all is scares me so flippin badly so i just sit and wait
jealousy is hitting me like a freight trainnn <33
