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Still shocked oomf didn't know I was queer

I can't decide which is the more appropriate one I'm crying
Me when I see big titty men:
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( ęĒęĒģâ)
And just like that
Everyone went offline again
Nobody cares about me
And why should they
They have personal lives, hopes and dreams to fulfill on their own
Staning a rando online is not the most important thing they have to do
The year is ending
I thought this year would be different
And I feel the same as last year
Lonely
I feel alone
Again
This place brought me joy for some time and now some of my moots just.
Left.
With good reasons but.
Why is there a dread of something missing
Something I've not done or feelt or received or... I dunno
I hate this
I feel empty again
Why am I feeling like this
It's Christmas
Nothing bad has happened
Why am I not happy
Surprisingly to most, I'm not actually in that many fandoms, I've just been fed enough tiktok to know how to summon them with merr words
You can run from your demons until you are exhausted
One day you will have to stop and fond out what they wanted
Run from your demons till you are exhauuuuuuussteeeeeeeed/lyr