GENERAL in Dumb Artist Fangroup

I love you guys. I fighted so hard to not punch myself to death and won, and you guys encouraged me to not do it, I swear, I'm mostly emotionless but I really love you all.

Very surprised no one talked shit behind my back in that GC because they're staring at my posts or getting their consciences up

The actual reason I want likes is just to see how many people care about me, fame gets lower priority sure.

I'm NOT using ADHD as a excuse to shit, PLUS I STRUGGLE TO SPEAK NORMALLY, I FIGHT AND TRY MY BEST.

Everytime I accidentally offend or act rude, believing or not, it's not me, it's my intrusive thoughts, ADHD. Maybe other disorder or illness but closest as I can ponder of.

I'm really sorry for what I did but I dislike all this fuss about me.

I have extremely intrusive thoughts and it's not my fault when I accidentally offend someone, people just fucked with me since age 7.

Reason why I'm talking in posts because everyone will harass me if I go to that dammed group chat. I'm not immature I'm just FUCKED up In the head and I might need some TIME ALONE.

No I'm not being Dee 2.0 nor want attention, I wish I could just lose my fans and my life.

I want to fucking die but at same time not

I wanted to jump off a building so many times, If I found one and managed to do it alone I would do it, I'm not even joking