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I can't forget about my dad. everytime I look at his old vid of him being on tiktok made me tears up.

I want to be torn apart excruciatingly

I punish my body cause it's not good enough for me

The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed

The thoughts that say that I Deserve To Bleed!!!

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I feel depressed.

The Accident...... Do you mean me being delusional enough to think that she liked me?

My sanity has decreased. Due to mental health probably making it 10x times worse.

Vent.

Y'know... Iwonder when my life will truly begin.....

Cause right now.... I don't even know what to do with myself....

Like... I'm just laying on my couch just doomscrolling.... I don't want to be like this but doing anything else feels too exhausting...

𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗.... 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚢... 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚕 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚏𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎...

𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢... 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐...

Can y'all make me feel better..?

I was using the inhaler for 25 minutes straight. It was alright but i cried. Due to stress overwheleming me. I think i need therapy.. I just have issues with overwhelement, because i have serious problems.