Sometimes I just want to run away from home and forget that they exist, I want to be myself, but I can't, that's why I feel confused, because I can't achieve what I dream of..... I'm sorry, I needed to vent about this.
I feel sad... really, because I couldn't be what I want to be, all because of my parents who don't like trans and lgbt people, I know what they would do to me if they knew I was trans and even if I told them.
Guys, sometimes I get confused about what I am, I know I'm a trans woman, but watching videos of accomplished trans people... makes me happy and depressed, because I'm not a real woman yet, not being able to wear what I like and not being what I like.
Fun fact: My first persona was meant to look like Upgrade from Ben 10 instead of a Chibi-Robo species, I'm been thinking about going back to the old Upgrade look, and I'm doing that!!!
