last night I fucking snapped
so
I fucking argued with my "cousin"
stupid idiot..
okay so
thoughts of self harm are returning
my guitar string broke today
I have no spare strings
I don't want to play guitar as much as I used to do a couple weeks ago
i don't know what to do
I feel like i don't know what to do with my life
Like now
Sometimes
Well
i want to swear.i want to fuck someone up. i want to see if they actually care.
I
I don’t know why I wrote this, I don’t know why I’m sharing this.
I cant Take it anymore
Okay so, be aware, there are a lot of swear words and aggressiveness in the article.
I hate completely breaking down in a resturant
Why?
If my parents see I’m crying, they’ll ask why. Or my mum will yell at me. Then I’ll accidentally vent abt everything I’m feeling, porbably get sent to therapy and kms in the end
