venting & support! 💜 in Darla’s hellhole
this thing is optional but aint no way im leaving it as default
I AM ACTUALLY GOING TO
I JUST HAD A BREAKDOWN
like, i can't pretend it hurts, even though i caused it
it's still pain... i mean... i just wanted attention from them...
next Wednesday...i have to go to this psychological thingy...and... my dad is...going to be there...i'm not expecting comfort from you guys, but i'm... fucking scared of seeing him-
I don't think I am feeling anything rn
this hasn't happened since the last year
and I don't know why but my heart is racing
I really don't know what is happening