venting & support! 💜 in Darla’s hellhole

this thing is optional but aint no way im leaving it as default

I swear to god

(Vent ig)

H

I AM ACTUALLY GOING TO

I JUST HAD A BREAKDOWN

OH

OH MY GOD

OH NO SHE DID NOT

like, i can't pretend it hurts, even though i caused it

it's still pain... i mean... i just wanted attention from them...

Hm

next Wednesday...i have to go to this psychological thingy...and... my dad is...going to be there...i'm not expecting comfort from you guys, but i'm... fucking scared of seeing him-

Mhh

I don't think I am feeling anything rn

this hasn't happened since the last year

and I don't know why but my heart is racing

I really don't know what is happening

I cant

I cant fucking take it