venting & support! 💜 in Sid’s hellhole
this thing is optional but aint no way im leaving it as default
gender dysphoria
gender dysphoria
gender dysphoria
gender dysphoria
gender dysphoria
gender dysphoria
self-explanatory. i hate it, gender dysphoria.
im having trouble getting used to using he/him for myself.
i also use they/them irl bc i wanted to wait a bit before immediately going for he/him, but now idk how to tell others irl about my pronoun change.
I just...
... Don't know if I can handle anything else this year
I have a feeling that every single year is the same
just worse
I don't know why but I feel like I'm slowly starting to feel that life's worthless
I also feel like I am not loved at all
I don't know what I did to deserve all this bad stuff I'm feeling
And I ramble on again-
GRAHHHHH
EVERY DAY
IT'S THE SAME
ITS THE SAME DAY, BUT THE THINGS THAT GET ME ANGRY
I FEEL ANGRY FOR NO FUCKING REASON NOW
like, i can't pretend it hurts, even though i caused it
it's still pain... i mean... i just wanted attention from them...
next Wednesday...i have to go to this psychological thingy...and... my dad is...going to be there...i'm not expecting comfort from you guys, but i'm... fucking scared of seeing him-