I feel sad... really, because I couldn't be what I want to be, all because of my parents who don't like trans and lgbt people, I know what they would do to me if they knew I was trans and even if I told them.
Guys, sometimes I get confused about what I am, I know I'm a trans woman, but watching videos of accomplished trans people... makes me happy and depressed, because I'm not a real woman yet, not being able to wear what I like and not being what I like.
lgbtq+ community, transgender haven and transgender island, you are not just a community... for me, you are like family, really, thank you for helping me, I love each one of you :3🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️💖💖💖💖
I tried to record a video of me singing.... BUT IT APPEARS I AM SUCK AND CRAP AT SINGING, WHAT I LIKE TO DO MOST I AM SUCK. I DIDN'T EVEN POST IT BECAUSE I WAS ASHAMED OF THE VIDEO I MADE. I WISH I HAD A FEMALE VOICE TO SING BETTER.
FINALLY, IT WORKED OUT, just one thing, when you see the two videos, don't notice the tone of my voice, I can't speak very loudly, and it's also so my parents don't get suspicious, so, keep the video, and I'm sorry if My voice was very low.
