Sometimes i can't control my anger issues and when that happens, i feel like i'm not a human but a soul corrupted by negativity. That's one of the reasons i'm not cheerful most of the time like before when i was more young. Also, that's one of the reasons i hate myself sometimes.

I feel like i'm Gabriel from Ultrakill.

And i ask myself questions like: WHY THE FUCK AM I LIKE THIS!? WHY IS IT SO HARD TO BE A BETTER PERSON? WHY IS LIFE SO UNFAIR?