I don't like when things change. I hate when life changes. I hate it. I want everything to stay the same for ever. ,I don't want people growing up. I don't want people graduating. I don't want people leaving. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I know it's selfish but I don't want them to leave. I don't want them to leave me. I want them to stay so bad. I'm going to miss them so much. I don't want people saying "it's gonna be okay" or "they will be back" because I know it's okay. I know that they will be back. I know they aren't leaving forever. I'm going to cry. I'm going to get emotional. I'm human after all. I'm upset. I don't mean to hurt anyone. But if I'm upset I'm gonna post about it. And I'm gonna get mad when people press on the subject. If I wanna tell you then I'll tell you. For those who reach out to me saying "tell me what's wrong! I won't judge" then judge me? Go F yourselfs. Thank you to everyone who asks nicely and doesn't assume I'm just a depressed bitch who cuts themselves and wants to die. Thank yoj to those who ACTUALLY offer to listen and help. Thank you to everyone who supported me. Who supports others. And thank you to those who take the support that is offered. You guys mean alkt to me. I just don't like change.