3 months ago

1. I used to have a crush on someone I lost contact with, yes, it was recent, like 2-3 days ago, and yet I ended up giving up on it, maybe that's why I feel empty, depressed, rude, and all that?

2. Self-Harm when I feel lonely [+EXTRA IMAGE AND ARTICLE]


3. Sometimes I hate admitting to a true fact and struggle to accept it, which is quite bad if I get in a bad situation

4. I end up doing stuff for my own fun instead of being equal and making everyone and myself have fun, I am NOT egotistical though, I just struggle with helping others and I just focus on myself

5. I am frequently Lonely, Bored, Depressed, Stressed, and rarely Content, Pride

6. I am getting into my limit way too quickly when someone messes with me, makes me look dramatic and say stuff I really don't mean

7. If someone asks me, "Do you love me?" I'll shatter into my conflicts, basically, I don't have an answer to this.

I really don't think I deserve to love anyway, If I stay with someone, I'll end up hurting them due to my sense of humor, coldness, etc

8. I keep randomly forgetting about important stuff quickly, this is ruining my life

9. I promised everyone a new album, a new game, and neither came out yet

10. Was ten really necessary? Well, I feel more comfortable with girls than boys, BUT I feel either insecure or shy near them, I really don't know why and don't want to continue, thanks for reading..?



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